Clueless People

Throughout my life so far, i have had times when the choices i make in my life are not good ones. I had a boyfriend that was 5 yrs older than me when i was 19 yrs old and he screwed me over... literally. But i learned a lot from him... that i didn't want someone like that... now, i live with a newly 21 yrs old and she is a sweet person... sometimes. I look at her and see much of what i went through when i was her age... now she is dating this guy who is a complete jerk... when i first met him he was nice, funny and great to chat with... a good friend all around... ( and just for the record... i am not attracted to him at all whatsoever... NEVER!!! Thank God)... and we have been friends for a year... now this last year at UCSB was going great until he came and wanted to date my room mate... and i wouldn't blame him... she is a pretty girl... but he is the type of guy that has this lame ass rule to save himself from "getting hurt"... he is very selfish to be honest... so this rule is that he must date you for 7 months... you basically act like a girlfriend to him... cook for him, clean for him, and do favors for him... him, him, him, him... (and girls yes, there is a man that actually exist like this)...

well... i stay out of their datingship... i don't want to be apart of this thing at all... and they have been having their ups and downs... until just this past week... he tells her that "he needs space" and she gets all histeraical... crying and crying... and we do that walk over to his place and collect all her things... she had tons of stuff at his place... and then for the rest of the week she bitches about everything that was bad in this dateship... until her parents decide to visit for 2 days... i now understand so much more about why she is the way she is... so, she tells me to not say anything about the break up... and i don't... then she gets a call from the "7 month rule guy" and he tells her that he is taking her out to dinner for V-day... my mouth literally dropped to the floor... are you kidding me? after everything he put you through...well... she went and he mother was boasting about this for hours as she got ready...

all i know is that they're back together... cuz he was here today getting stuff from the frigde to take to his apt... and the whole time she lied to me... about everything... and many thoughts come into my mind... she must really have low self-esteem, she likes guys that look like rats, she likes people to feel sorry for her or maybe she does like him alot or she doesn't want to be lonely...

Clueless is all i have to say... how can someone be with another person who is always hot and cold... someone who is always looking to change you into what they feel is the perfect person for them... what ever happened to liking someone for who they already are... i am just so confused... im just glad that i got to vent cuz she has me so stressed out... about her emotions, her tears and her craziness... i feel like i am dating her and she has me on the 7 month rule... oh helllllll nooo... i will never let that happen...

I am a strong, loud, cute, curvy, talented and proud Latina... try and change me and see what happens!!! Im like a wall... u can never break this down!!!

Until next time... gosh clueless people are silly!!!

Besos